poor Lee Hodong..
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memories;
it really hurts
remembering the things
you see on pictures
which you call them
memories
how a few weeks ago
it makes you feel like you were on heaven
but now it makes you ponder
what reasons do you have to live
pictures;
they exist
probably because the person change
the person forgets about you
the memory you have about that person
becomes vague
becomes blurry
and it starts fading away
counting the days they had left you
but what can you remember
what had they done to you
pictures exist
so as to remind you
what happened on that day
what happened at that moment
what happened
even if it doesn’t says the whole thing
it still reminds us
the little bits and pieces
we don’t want to forget
yet not wanting to remember
and wanting it to come back.
that memory that is so hurtful
and that memory that was so lovely
that memory which you want back so badly
the fifth of october,
the memories of you are vague
the memories of how the seven of you look at me are vague
the memories of how you were in front of me are vague
the memories are all vague
what had you performed
i can’t remember
but can you please come back?
i miss you, infinite.